depressed

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- i just called some people. it turns out that some of them refuse to take the survey, depite of what we've agreed a few weeks ago. sumpah gw jadi depresi abis.. tinggal 2 minggu lagi gitu loh.. mau nyari gantinya dimana gw??? *GRRRrrrRRRr!!!!!@$#(#&!#(5!*

- again, still haven't found what i've been DESPERATELY looking for.

- bearing the thought that i can be such a jerk lately.

- i saw the ending of "con air" accidentally last weekend, and it made me feel sad. it's not because of the movie. i don't know why. seeing it, i just remembered my old days back home.

- i remembered how my dad used to held me and play with me when i was a little girl. and i just miss him. i miss all of them back home. TERRIBLY! (imagine me crying like a baby..honestly, sometimes i just wish i can close my eyes and everything is a-O-KAY just like that..)

there are some points in time when everybody just miss something. you know, being sad and all. i guess, now, it's just my turn.

.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.