is it so wrong to care?
am i that self-less?
that you are burdened by having my constant nagging/concerns/advise/opinions/nonsense?
im hurt
angry
sad
for what exactly i don't know
maybe because my presence apparently makes you uneasy
or because i just don't understand how you can think of me like that
or is it maybe because you are right?
i cant stop, i wont stop caring
if to make you better you'll end up hating me
so be it
but is this wishful thinking?
am i wrong in showing how much i care
perhaps not doing anything is better for everyone
i don't know, i'm confused, and i feel like i'm alone in this

i miss my old friends
with them
everyday it seems like we can handle anything
come what may and we'll be just fine
i just hate
feeling like im losing faith

we wished before to stay here
and there is a chance that we will and we can
but with the way that i've been feeling
i miss home more than words can say