stagnant

people are all rushing here and there
everyone's growing up
changing


and i am still here


school starts tomorrow
and i am so nervous, agitated, scared
i don't like going there anymore
alone
but this is something that i gotta do
so that i too can move on

i was so sad during my last week back home
fearing the future, uncertainty
but when i imagine about what will happen
once i pass this hurdle
i felt much better

Dear God,
please give me the strength and courage
to continue walking
no matter what