senen pagi ditelpon,
senen siang deg deg an
selasa pagi interview,
selasa pagi seneng
selasa siang diterima
selasa siang dilema

another internship!
i'm actually pretty excited
coming back there is just so familiar
all the friendly faces
people remembering who i am, asking how i've been and what i've been up to since i last saw them
i was so touched
N wanted to hug me when he first saw me
M asked about the wedding preparation
A said hi and ask for some engagement pictures
and K remembered me!
surely was a good point for the interviewer to see it all heuheuehuheuheuhe
oh and of course recommendations from my ex team really helped too :D
the interview itself went really well,
i was much less nervous that im used to in interviews
maybe because i didn't set any expectations in the beginning
i said everything that i had to say
including how im only available on a part time basis
im surprised that they're so cool with that,
just talking to them and walked with them to where we'll all be sitting gave such good impression to me
and i decided to take the offer :-)

i got scared though at the end
what if what if what if
graduating in june is such a big thing for me
i hope i can still make it
heck what am i saying
i have to, i won't settle for anything less
i told some of my friends about my concern
and they all said assuringly that they're sure it will all turn well
now i have to remember not to question myself anymore
when i have all those wonderful people who believe in me
so, here goes!
i pray that i will always have the strength
and that everything will be a OK in the end

next wed is my first appointment with my thesis supervisor
wish me luck!